I haven't been myself lately. I withdrew too much too fast and I'm stuck in limbo between those places of "Life will get better" and "It's all a waste of time anyway". Usually a specific thought can motivate me to keep going. A small blotchy thought creeped up on me and before I could shoo it away and it said "I can't wait until this is over." Same words, different meaning.
All the love in the world could not satisfy me. Maybe there is no place where I can put down roots. Maybe school, Seattle, adventure is not enough. This world is not fantastical enough for me.
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